Some people assume we have elves in a sweatshop tucked in some hidden corrner in the office that does work on weekends. She's not pissed about doing work on Sunday or weekend per say. What she's pissed off is when people take her response for granted. Doesnt mean that everytime she produce what you want in some speedy moments means her office only survives with his one job. She have other tender to rush and frankly speaking, after seating on it for a week, he email her on a saturday afternoon and expect stuff to be done on the coming Monday. Helllo?!! There's no elf here and even if she emails you everytime on a weekend doesn't mean she works every god damn weekend just to do his work. And she's pissed because he freaking knows time is running out but she's not sure why is he so indecisive. After beyond countless times and he is still changing. I certainly don't think that it was all my fault because I just did 2 times before it was approved by another guy of the same job. Come'on.. And freak. Don't step on her tail cuz she's gonna be cursing til he gets a flu. And don't ever ever take her for granted. She's willingly to listen and obey but know your limit!!
And yes, remember we don't belong to some business sector that has 5000 people working in the same building. we are pathetically small as compared. perhaps your company have more cleaner aunties than our office total headcount.
Apr 29, 2008
Apr 26, 2008
The contradicting girl.
For most times, she's perfectly fine having that no special someone. She couldn't commit she thinks so... And she don't really give chances for anything heartbreak in the future. And moreover life's been as fun. And seeing couples no longer bothers her.
However somedays she just wished it was different. When was the last time she really love someone like he really matters? When was the last time she actually have someone to hold her hand in the bus? When was the last time she knows she could cry her saddness onto someone's shoulder? When was the last time she hugs someone and felt that he too cares?
Somedays she felt tired of going out with different guys every week. Needless to mention she did not feel for anyone of them. She wasn't looking for anything special with them either. Her girl friends are occupied on the days she is free, with their other half. She couldn't remember when was the last time she actually went out on a all girls outing trip. She is not blaming anyone. She didn't want to face those problems the girls faces too.
But yes. Deep down she wishes that that special someone can
- efffortlessly make your worse day not that bad afterall
- sense her feeling once in awhile
- make her feel that everyday felt like it was the first day she met him
- make her release the child in her once in awhile and still smile when she is being kiddish
She wants a special someone who can be her soulmate so that she could escape on a holiday with, have fun, have laughter, and allows her to cry when she is upset and totally understand why she is crying.
However somedays she just wished it was different. When was the last time she really love someone like he really matters? When was the last time she actually have someone to hold her hand in the bus? When was the last time she knows she could cry her saddness onto someone's shoulder? When was the last time she hugs someone and felt that he too cares?
Somedays she felt tired of going out with different guys every week. Needless to mention she did not feel for anyone of them. She wasn't looking for anything special with them either. Her girl friends are occupied on the days she is free, with their other half. She couldn't remember when was the last time she actually went out on a all girls outing trip. She is not blaming anyone. She didn't want to face those problems the girls faces too.
But yes. Deep down she wishes that that special someone can
- efffortlessly make your worse day not that bad afterall
- sense her feeling once in awhile
- make her feel that everyday felt like it was the first day she met him
- make her release the child in her once in awhile and still smile when she is being kiddish
She wants a special someone who can be her soulmate so that she could escape on a holiday with, have fun, have laughter, and allows her to cry when she is upset and totally understand why she is crying.
Somedays it just happen..
I still fear the feeling. I know myself so well. It always happens.
She doesn't know what is fear only after the situation is slap across her face. In her eyes when she see the change. She might know it for a long long time and have accepted the fact. However, its those roller coaster mood always. She fears, and then tell herself to accept the fact and look on the bright side and take some positive actions, think she can accept it, think she has already accept it, then when the day the actual things happens, the fear rushes in again.
She dislike changes. She love changes to routine. But she dislike changes in human connection. Most of the time, she doesn't do anything to rescue anything for she believe that what is meant to be is meant to be. Friends who will be friends, will be friends afterall. Yet, deep down sometimes, she wishes that despite the distances, people remember each other even after a long long while.
Hopefully the roller coaster reaches the stage where she has accept it and she is positive.
She doesn't know what is fear only after the situation is slap across her face. In her eyes when she see the change. She might know it for a long long time and have accepted the fact. However, its those roller coaster mood always. She fears, and then tell herself to accept the fact and look on the bright side and take some positive actions, think she can accept it, think she has already accept it, then when the day the actual things happens, the fear rushes in again.
She dislike changes. She love changes to routine. But she dislike changes in human connection. Most of the time, she doesn't do anything to rescue anything for she believe that what is meant to be is meant to be. Friends who will be friends, will be friends afterall. Yet, deep down sometimes, she wishes that despite the distances, people remember each other even after a long long while.
Hopefully the roller coaster reaches the stage where she has accept it and she is positive.
Farewell dinner snaps
Snaps of yesterday's fun
MERV KHAI HUIYING ME SYAFIQ
Photoshooting..
And drinks session.. 
She believes that good things always comes to an end. However, she believes that she will realise something else when one door closes. She is learning slowly..to step out of her own comfort zone.
Farewell Dinner
I'm typing away in hope to get rid of the hangover feeling so that I can seriously start working. Been in the office since 2 and the work done is so minimal.
Yesterday, around evening time, someone suggested to have a photoshoot for the company. And we stopped work and got together, same time testing out the new gadget they bought that allows instant view of your photographs on the laptop screen.
Was hilarious when we all felt like we were furnitures being moved by Mak. Those super precise position and guys were standing on phone directories and sample carpet files. And it was so freaking hard for me to stay still. After 10 sec on timer, unknowingly I will sway. Took damn long and when nightfalls, all our desk lamps transform into lighting for the photoshoot.
Well in the end we went to have indonesian food at Clark Quay and booze at Fashion Bar as usual and MOS. Was fun having a bigger group of people definately..
Yesterday, around evening time, someone suggested to have a photoshoot for the company. And we stopped work and got together, same time testing out the new gadget they bought that allows instant view of your photographs on the laptop screen.
Was hilarious when we all felt like we were furnitures being moved by Mak. Those super precise position and guys were standing on phone directories and sample carpet files. And it was so freaking hard for me to stay still. After 10 sec on timer, unknowingly I will sway. Took damn long and when nightfalls, all our desk lamps transform into lighting for the photoshoot.
Well in the end we went to have indonesian food at Clark Quay and booze at Fashion Bar as usual and MOS. Was fun having a bigger group of people definately..
Apr 24, 2008
Tomorrow
Dinner tomorrow...Hmm..Oh yeas my procrastination is creeping in and since I'll be home late tonight. I just hope I will not fall asleep writing it.
Checklist:
-Camera
-Present
Checklist:
-Camera
-Present
Apr 22, 2008
Counting Days
As said. and praying for the best, if not better. Not sure how but I guess I've just got to do it anyway.
Hope work gonna be fine as it goes along.
Hope work gonna be fine as it goes along.
Syafiq says
"Its better to regret trying than regret not trying at all"
The line that sums up part of my life
The line that sums up part of my life
Apr 21, 2008
May Happenings
May in a normal year should NOT look so happening like this:
Leaving for somewhere else:
Mak - to WOW 30 Apr
Interns - Back to school May 17
Mervyn - To serve the govt May 17
KK - to somewhere happier than his current job
Coming in:
Angela (Senior designer)
ChunYee(fellow designer)
Birthday:
Yilong 5 May
Albert 9 May 21st birthday
Terence 10 May 21st birthday
Gina's Baby End of May 1st birthday
Gosh..This is way too much for me to handle the up and the downs.And its gonna burn my extra cash
Leaving for somewhere else:
Mak - to WOW 30 Apr
Interns - Back to school May 17
Mervyn - To serve the govt May 17
KK - to somewhere happier than his current job
Coming in:
Angela (Senior designer)
ChunYee(fellow designer)
Birthday:
Yilong 5 May
Albert 9 May 21st birthday
Terence 10 May 21st birthday
Gina's Baby End of May 1st birthday
Gosh..This is way too much for me to handle the up and the downs.And its gonna burn my extra cash
Apr 20, 2008
I'm so proud of myself
Finally she manage to understand and customize her blogspace. Being a complete idoit in almost anything more complex (the reason why I don't like facebook and prefer old school friendster) in terms of IT related, she's happy with her little acheivement.
Who cares if this is a small fry to those IT savvy people.
I think I'm too obsessive with this blog thingy. 5 post a day is crazy. Suppose to update my portfolio today but here I am, distracted by blogspot.
Who cares if this is a small fry to those IT savvy people.
I think I'm too obsessive with this blog thingy. 5 post a day is crazy. Suppose to update my portfolio today but here I am, distracted by blogspot.
Moscow Night
Was really giving it a serious thought as Mani-Pedi are consider a luxury to me. And thought how many more bottles of nail colours I could buy with a 20bucks. I thought-if market place's guardians have the nail colour I want, I'll skip the manicure.
And yes, I went for the manicure in the end. Colour-Dark Black Purple with a cool name: Moscow Night
Finally:
-No more air bubbles
-No more stupid markings from undried nails
-No more uneven coating
-And she's definately not afraid of anyone scrutinizing at her nails for now
But I do hope that I will not get addicted to this cuz it will cause a leakage in my pocket
And yes, I went for the manicure in the end. Colour-Dark Black Purple with a cool name: Moscow Night
Finally:
-No more air bubbles
-No more stupid markings from undried nails
-No more uneven coating
-And she's definately not afraid of anyone scrutinizing at her nails for now
But I do hope that I will not get addicted to this cuz it will cause a leakage in my pocket
Dining Options
Guess OOSH seems nice enough for the farewell dinner. Ambeince seems cool enough to meet the expectations of a whole bunch of designers and architects. Hopefully Alan will agree to the price. Chef friend introduced me to either Oosh or Le Petit Salute at Dempsey.
http://www.oosh.com.sg/
Here are pictures from the webby
http://www.oosh.com.sg/
Here are pictures from the webby
Found this other one called SUN that serves Japanese cuisine at Chjimes
http://www.sfbi.com.sg/sun/chijmes/chijmes_e.html
Da Paolo seems nice as well..
http://www.dapaolo.com.sg/bistro_rest.htm
Last but not least, it dawns upon me that our own Singapore Tourism page was not that bad. At least I get to check out all the restaurants location, ambience and whatevernots on that single website. Proves alot of help to this girl who lacks the knowledge, or rather money to visit these restaurants to determine if they are good or not.
OK..I admit til now its still Judging the restuarant by its cover. But then again, Uniquely Singapore is promoting them, so they should be of a certain standard.
Pilot Post
Yes I'm starting a new fresh blog. My multiply blog will be greatly missed as it contains my past few years of ups and downs, growth and whatevernots bitching and whining.
Yes and perhaps as usual, I grew tired and bored of the old place. I'm constantly in search of new things. Perhaps the only thing that did not change for a long time in these years is "I for You"-Luna Sea ringtone.
Mak's leaving. Oh yes a reminder to myself, the card I'm suppose to write. Left it untouched as I bought his gift and card about 1 week after he broke the news to leave TOPOS. Just didnt want it to sound so emotional that 2 months later, it sounds stupid of me. It always happens.
Ok I'm off to the nail parlour to get my nails done before it gets jammed packed. Hopefully its not pack. And hopefully it makes my first visit a darn good one.
Yes and perhaps as usual, I grew tired and bored of the old place. I'm constantly in search of new things. Perhaps the only thing that did not change for a long time in these years is "I for You"-Luna Sea ringtone.
Mak's leaving. Oh yes a reminder to myself, the card I'm suppose to write. Left it untouched as I bought his gift and card about 1 week after he broke the news to leave TOPOS. Just didnt want it to sound so emotional that 2 months later, it sounds stupid of me. It always happens.
Ok I'm off to the nail parlour to get my nails done before it gets jammed packed. Hopefully its not pack. And hopefully it makes my first visit a darn good one.
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