Nov 23, 2008

17 more days to Singapore

Found that she's been doing alot of counting down this year. And probably more so for the next 1 year. For it is for the better, happier moments.

Singapore is now like the HOLIDAY DESTINATION. Its always human. The closer you are to somewhere ideal in your dreams, its always not the place that you end up visiting. She's close to Turkey, Greece, Athen..and even long haul flights is now only 6 to 7 hours away..London, Europe..But it seems Singapore is still much better..Maybe it all matters is where people are.

Workplace has been a evil place to be. In fact, it feels like Bollywood. She hasn't been watching TV for 3 mths soon, yet there's always drama going on..and some case, stupid idoitic drama that..Well..Tired to say...And thank god there are nice people around. But yes..this place sucks.Have not been anywhere as sucky as this can get. Days can get real bitchy and...yes its very fucked up place.

But she's taking Syafiq's advice to create a "own environment". Its comparable to working in your little own air bubble and be somehow cut out from the rest of the shit that is floating around. Somedays it just make you feel like squeezing and shouting at somebody. Anyway..I will still try to be positive and I'll still be back here...For the sake of herself really. For the better, brighter and happier future.

And for the moment..she is very thankful to all the special ones that makes her inner soul feels so much better. If not some days really feels like shit..

Nov 15, 2008

Winter is here in Dubai

Hey folks. Guess what. Its the starting of winter here in scorching Dubai!
Been very cooling for the pass few days it the night. But today it feels cool even at 3pm when she went down lunch with Immanuel. And we were happily sitting outside the Indian shop at the mosque opposite office when she witness the sand stirred up infront of the sandy carpark, and she was so amazed and thought what happened..so as she looks down the pack of Sheik Zeyed Road..wohooo...the sand was stirred up from everywhere and to describe how it look likes in a tropical context-heavy rain. Yes I'm sounding like a mountain mushroom but its amazing works of nature.


Nov 12, 2008

11 November 2008


Somedays it makes you wonder..if having everything you wishes for..or more than what you have expected to be at this stage of life..actually makes you happier?
Would it have been better if I wasn't here..Would it been a better choice back at home? Closer to people who makes you life all that better, all that easier..
But if I'm home, will I get the chance to do all these things that I'm doing now? But then again, for all the anger and the frustration...is it worth it?
For the future, as far as she think, maybe its worth it..and she just have to try to hold on..and bear with all those..ups and down..Hate to say that, but probably be driven by the extensive amount that can be saved up for "future building"

Nov 7, 2008

7 November

Hmm..Its just one of those days she just feel so so bored and alittle sad..and just wanna talk...she just unreasonably wants everything she wants...and feels the insecurity..hmm.