Funny sometimes..

Its fuuny when all the things she used to do for someone else and gone unfulfilled.

Remember the times she used to think alot for someone elses but it seems like it doesn't matter what she does. When she does it without wanting anything in return. She knows it might not even matter to someone else but she still does it when everyone is against it. Remember the times when she wished someone else understands why she loose her temper. And that she is trying very hard to control her behaviour because she is taught to control it and think of it in another light and maybe everything hard is not that bad too. And all those things she have not regretted doing for someone else though it may seem silly and unappreciated.

Karma might actually exist. What goes round might come around.

And finally it seems her little holiday to escape the everyday work and responsibilities,literally, might be working out. And might be a alittle more than the distance of Bangkok. She hopes it comes true. She fear that little devil in her waking up and telling her that she no longer enjoy her work and that little angel telling her that she is tired of everyday work. Till past midnite.